This isn't a dating experiment anymore, it's just a blog on my life. If dating and other "love" issues arise, so be it.

Let me give you a run down on the past 3 days:
-Roommates moved in. Not happy.
-Old friends came back. Happy.
-Other students are more successful than me. Jealous.
-I'm good where I am at. (Good job, good classes, good life.) Content.
-Burned myself with coffee this morning. Hurt.
-Constantly comparing myself with others. Insecure.
-and I think I just talked to Bryan's (an ex-interest) fiance. Mucho insecure.

And now that students are back on campus, I'm surrounded by couples. Yesterday my friends and I had a joking talk about the benefits of being married. (I can't get away from the subject. Not here and not at this age.) I just wish I was more secure about who I am.